no-one seems to give a shit anymore. not even my sister or my supposed girlfriend/fuckbuddy/ex/fwb idek what to call her, seems to give two shits about how i’m feeling anymore. i don’t think they realise just how serious i am when i’m trying to show them the signs that i’m fucking miserable. i haven’t went one single night over the past few days without crying. then i wake up, and start crying all over again. i hate it, because it makes her mad. then it pushes her away. now she won’t talk to me. i try telling people how i feel but i get this, and i quote, “go to fucking sleep you selfish cunt”. well, that’s lovely. i feel so much better. i’m just jumping for joy right now. i don’t want to turn this into a bigger whine that it already is, and i could. i really fucking could go into every tiny detail about what’s on my mind but i’m going to spare my followers eyes from having to read about some girls issues that they probably don’t really care about. i just wish that every tear i’ve cried was blood, because i’d definitely be non-existant.